Why can't my parents understand

"We know whats good for you"

how i wished, my parents would take the time to treat me better and be more supportive of what i do.. I don't mind my broken family, i don't mind at all having a stepmom. It's totally cool with me.

But Dad, since i accepted that why can't you accept me? We used to spend so much time together i always asked you if you wanna head out with me, you always claim that you don't have the time.

But when Jayden ask you, you'll come home early to bring him to sentosa Kid's club. LOL

What about me man? Since you don't even spend quality time with me, obviously i'll find a companion? Which is my loving boyfriend. And yet, you want to take that away also? You don't even spend any time with me, then you still expect so much?

I've done so much, I quit clubbing, i come home almost before 10pm every fucking single day, and yet you still comment so much and have so much to say. I don't know how to please you. I always get scolded for nothing, pin pointed for the things that i didn't even do, yet you choose not to help me and go against me.

You may have a family now, and i admit i'm the only odd one out as i have half of my mother's blood flowing in every part of my body, but don't forget the other half belongs to you.

Which women cannot carry a child? Bearing a child for 9 months, i agree its no easy task. but any living women can do that, because our bodies were created to reproduce, its a very natural thing. but not ANY women, can be responsible for the child for the rest of their life.

Sadly my mother isn't responsible, therefore i'm relying alot on you dad. But you are not even there for me. I dont expect you to be there for me anyways, because i now have a very good boyfriend that is always there for me.

And yet, you always want to take it away. Stop it. You make me so miserable at times. You may have done your part as a father, but you done your part for Jayden, but not for me.

I appreciate that you're giving me money, 3 meals a day, and roof under my head. But, i guess i was expecting a little more.

I'm sorry it's not that i want to compare, i always envy my Boyfriend parents. Whatever my boyfriend do, they are always so supportive and understanding. He ask for what, he get what. He say his phone spoil, parents immediately give money without any hesisitations to fix it for him.

Me? Ask for $5 equvilant = your life

Sigh, i can't wait to grow up and earn lots of money then i wont have to suffer all this anymore!